a ride into my afro brain

And now,I really feel like a plastic bag,I know its from the song but for me is really depressing.
This fucking,stupid world makes me wanna die,yeaaah you`re right thats the pretty reckless and by the way I love her ,I mean I wanna fuck her or let her fuck me so we could be that fucked up chicks who fuckin love each other until the sky are broke,until the earth shits with fire and here comes the apocalypse revenge of God.
I am so confused and I wanna get over of this stupid and realistic thoughts ,I mean am such a brilliant badaass that Is hurting me to be this way NOT born this way ,nobody made me who i am .One day i woke up and i said "lets try to make some soup of talent, solidarity,courage drăgăloşenie and bla and bla and bla",and thats how i got here! I am my own God ,my own golden sheep!
Ok, i will say that differently.

I wanna be a dolphin.I adore fishes.No! I am a liar but if I would be a dolphin I wouldnt know about how interesting and dump is to be human and I would love my dark sea life and I would have no regrets killing that kinder fishes.